Love vs Hate

Sue yen,I guess you are right.If I am able to love a person,I will be able to hate him.Whenever I think of him,I really hate him a lot.I hate him for betraying my love.I hate him for not appreciating my love.I hate him for leaving me hanging by not breaking up with me face-to-face.I hate him for making our relationship such a terrible one.I hate him for making our happy moments a torture to me.I hate him for not being responsible.I hate him for not keeping his promises.I hate him for making me cry every single day.I hate him for being cruel to me all the time. I hate him for everything.............How can I ever forgive him?I want a revenge!But,I don't want to hurt his feelings by scolding him again because I end up hurting myself every time. Maybe I can try transforming the energy of hating him to doing something useful like cooking so I have decide that I will cook his favorite food whenever I think of him.