Hurt

Is there an end to the pain that I suffer?Will time heal my wound?What if the scar is still there after a long time?Why am I crying every time? Every negative feeling that I could think of comes to me because of the incident.Jealousy, Hate, Regret,Sorrow............All those feelings are so intense that I can't take it anymore.Maybe it take time but I am rushing myself to forget all about it because I want to be free of those negative feelings.Now,I decided to give myself more time.Whenever I feel like crying,I would just cry aloud.Please don't assume that I have healed completely if I seem happy because I think I need much more time that one may expect.