Accepting the changes in my life

Somehow,I feel like my life changes a lot in these few weeks since I came back from Malaysia. I had been through many experiences that I haven't been through in my life. I even feel weird coming back to my apartment because I didn't think that my apartment is the same anymore. Even though I still live in the same building and same floor,I somehow feel very different about my new apartment. Maybe because I had a new housemate now and I feel more comfortable living with her because now whenever I had a bad day in school hoping somebody could listen to my story, I can definitely count on my new housemate. Sometimes walking on the street in the campus makes me think of all the sweet memories that I had shared with my family and friends who come to visit me. I really miss them a lot. I feel that I am more willing to reveal the real me to them because I know that I can definitely trust them. The lucky thing is I get a chance to meet more people this semester. I am so surprised that I actually get a chance to meet 2 new workers in my office. I am still in the process of learning, learning how to socialize, learning how to excel in my field of study, learning how to be independent. I am sure that I will at least improve my social skills by the time I graduate from my beloved U of I. Maybe everything just happens so fast that I need some time to adapt but I think I will be fine.