My love

Where is the guy I love? If he is still alive,he will be heartbroken if he realized the pain that I endure.If he is still alive,he will want to meet me and talk to me. If he is still alive,he will feel guilty of what he did and try to calm me down with his love.If he is still alive,he will apologize for everything that he did and promise that he will not do it again to me. If he is still alive, he will not forget his love so easily.If he is still alive, he will not walk away when I need him.If he is still alive,he will not let me cry alone.If he is still alive,he will not hang up the phone while I need somebody to talk to.The guy I love has gone.He has chosen to disappear and run away from me.He has abandoned my love which means nothing to him now.To the guy I love,your love is so shallow that I can't believe that it comes from the guy I love and it make me questions it again and again.If you think you live a better life running away from me, then you aren't the guy I love or maybe you never actually love me before.