Missing you

Even though I hate to admit it,I really miss you. It makes me feel lonelier whenever I start missing you because I know somehow I shouldn't have that kinds of feelings anymore. The reason that I decided to write it on my blog is that I feel that I will only get scolded if I tell anybody about it. How can I miss someone that hurts me so much? I don't understand. Do you what is the cruelest things that you did to me? It is actually all the sweet promises that you made. So, every time I think of you,I feel a sharp knife stabbing my heart and then I cry. I can't face myself.I keep scolding myself for missing you. Is there greater pain than the pain of missing someone who hurts you so deep?