1.21.2008

Michelle,I miss you

I received a sms from my ex-roommate today. I can still remember the day when she left without bother to say goodbye to me or even leave a note for me. It was the last day of my final exams but I have to sit for my last paper until 9 o'clock in the evening. When I open the door of my dorm, I was stunned when I realized that half of my room became empty already.I was speechless and rooted to the spot and the next thing I know is that a tear dropped down my face. All the while I thought that I have actually able to find a true friend in this foreign land but the fact that she left without saying goodbye made me wonder if she thought that I am nothing more than an ordinary roommate for her. I tried to call her a few times after she left but she didn't pick up her phone and I tried contacting her through facebook but I end up finding people who share the same name as her. I would have to admit that my second semester over here will be a disaster if she is not with me. She taught to speak up for myself and she encourage me to chase for my own happiness. She also used to have a cute boyfriend who always like to scare me by looking fiercely at me while telling me that "I am going to break you!!!!" but before the semester ends, my roommate actually taught me to crush a tin in front of him and tell him the same sentence :"I am going to break you!!". It is so funny that my roommate laugh so hard. Now,once in a while, I will come across the guy and he reminds me of her every time I meet him but he never bother to say hi to me and pretend that he didn't know me. However, after more than 6 months since she left, she sends a message to me just to ask how am I recently. I thought she must have forgotten all about me after such a long time but her sms proves me wrong and I am touched. Michelle, I just want to tell you that I miss you so much!

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