My life

What have done these few days? I was attending classes,doing homework in front of my laptop and studying. I am eating just for the sake of eating.I am eating just to survive. I went to sleep when I am tired and when I want to escape from reading and doing homework. So,basically,my life is mostly dominated by my studies.How many hours I spend in front of my laptop?My answer will be almost every single moment when I am awake minus the time I spent in class.My roommate encouraged me to go out and socialize more often. I was quite surprised by the fact people actually have to telling me to relax and have fun because I was not that kind of person who like to stay alone in the house all the time.In fact,if someone was to tell me to stay alone for one day without talking to anybody,it will be a cruel punishment for me. Is it true that I have started to develop an antisocial personality?Is it true that I keep locking myself up in a small space and avoid those situation where I feel insecure? I am quite worried about myself and yet I don't know what to do. I know that I feel unhappy living this way but maybe this is what I choose to be. Computer is my only life for it will never betray me.