I was really frustrated by the fact I can't really complete my mp in time but since there is a late hand in policy that allows us to hand in our mp 24 hours after the deadline for 20% off the total grades so I give it a try again.Even though I didn't manage to get it 100% right but I am happy enough since I am able to solve some of the major errors of program. Sometimes when I am losing confidence of my ability to program,I went downhill and the situation becomes even worse when I am working under pressure. There are so many times that I feel like giving up and just admitting to the world that I can't do well in computer science because I am bad at programming. But,whenever I feel like giving up, something will happen and then I find myself falling in love with computer science again. For example,this morning my Linear Algebra professor suddenly invited a speaker to talk to us about application of matrices in search engines such as Google and at the same time, my C++ professor also taught us about the implementation of the actual data structure in my class a few days ago.I am amazed by how those things related to one and other and at the same time,I was thankful for all the fascinating creations that was designed by intelligent computer scientist and I wish that I can be one of them.Maybe I just need time to acquire new knowledge.This is definitely a good sign telling me that I shouldn't give up so easily.
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good for u!!!
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see things will work out well in the end..u worry too much!!
im dead...paper due tomoro..im just 10% done...ahhhhh!!!
Wah.. I have the same predicaments!! I always feel that I'm not cut to be an engineer, and my results pretty much reinforce my point. Ha. However, sometimes some good things happen and people will compliment "You're such an engineer!" I guess if you love the subject and really put in a lot of effort, you'll be good at it. Eventually. =)
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