Loneliness

Sometimes it is amazing how loneliness can strike me all of a sudden. I realized that every time after I go out with Shamini, I will feel extremely lonely while walking back alone to my apartment. Shouldn't I feel happy and satisfied since I just spend time hanging out with her? Maybe it reminds me where I belong when I have to walk down the street in the dark alone. Somehow I didn't feel attached to anyone over here.It seems to me that those who understand me are so far away from me. I really miss my best friend but I know somehow not only the distance has bring us apart,our different experience will also make a huge difference.I remember telling her that no matter how far we are from each other and how long we didn't meet each other,I will still have a special place for her deep down my heart and she told me that she feel the same way too. Maybe you just can't forget those who have touched your heart before. Maybe that's also why I forgive you for all the bad things that you did to me. Have somebody touched your heart before? I hope that I do have the ability to touch your heart..........