Learning is a lonely process

I like being around with people,talking to people,cook some delicious food for people because I simply like to be in a crowd.Maybe sometimes one will tend to lose oneself in the crowd but it is always good to have somebody to provide moral support whenever you need.I always heard people saying that learning is about a share of knowledge but it is not true for me.I try to learn with others and share my knowledge with others but I realize that I have too much to learn and too little to share.Sometimes I am so frustrated when I noticed that I have to take a longer time than others just to learn a simple concept.I would like to socialize with others while learning from them but I would always end up falling behind.I feel lonely in the process of learning and thought of giving up so many times.Maybe being alone is not that bad after all.Maybe I will be able to gain more satisfaction if I went through the tedious process of learning all by myself. I am not saying that I do not need friends but if I were to burden a friend while trying to get rid of my loneliness,I would rather stand strong on my own.I know there is still a long to go.I still have some much things to learn.I think I have dropped enough tears to learn every single lesson.Over here,I promised that I will try my best to face any challenges with a big smile instead of crying.