Courage

I used to be afraid of studying alone at night but I am willing to drop countless tears while holding a textbook in the middle of the night.I used to be very afraid of loneliness.But, I was brave enough to leave my beloved ones in the search of knowledge. I used to be afraid of walking alone in the dark but to attend class, I will drag my body to walk telling myself that there are nothing to be afraid. I used to be afraid of travelling alone from one place to another but I tell myself that there is nothing to be afraid of if you really love somebody. But he asks to take back my courage and tell me to be the old me who afraid of everything. Why ask me to be afraid of everything again? Why not give it a try? Are you sure that you won't regret if you don't give it a try? Love is about learning to give and receive but I won't learn if you always deny my love. I would like to learn from you, learn to appreaciate our resources,learn to protect our mother earth but you just want to keep your knowleadge to yourself. I do not intend to change who you are because I like the real you. I blame myself for not being able to give you the courage you need. I blame myself for not being able to be afraid again. Sorry for having the courage to tell you that love you. Sorry for having the courage to accept you.Sorry for my courage.