I am constantly worried about my unforeseen future ever since I have decided that I will go to Graduate School after I graduate. Of course, I do miss home so much and there are so many times when I just feel like breaking down and hoping that I can go back to my comfortable home to be with my family. Last week, my professor said that the reason that most CS students choose their major is that they don't want to go out to socialize with people because all they wanted to do is sit in front of their computer. A few days ago, Teda told me that she thought that all the CS students are weird because most of them don't know how to dress accordingly even during the award ceremony. Actually, sometimes I wonder if I become less sociable because of these or it is the major I choose that make me less sociable. I think I am not attracted to CS because I just want to sit in front of the computer instead of interacting with others. In my first CS class, I had a female professor who seemed to be enjoy teaching the class so much that I wish that I could share the same joy of teaching too. To tell the truth, I think I had learned a lot from all the CS classes that I had taken but I still think that I need to learn more and this is one of the reason that I want to stay here for my master program. It may sound weird that I have to start worrying about graduate school during my junior year but I have to send in my application during my junior year for my BS/MS program(I can avoid taking 20++ hours compared to the ordinary Master program).
Another thing that worries me is the specification that I chose. There are System,Database,Graphics, Human-Computer Interaction, Languages, Artificial Intelligence,security and network to choose from but I still haven't figured out which one to choose. If I choose AI, I will start building robots but I think robotics is not suitable for me. Most of my friends told me that they will choose database but I think database is kind of boring. Maybe I think I may choose Graphics since I always fantacized of building all those 3D animation. Hope I will figure out soon. @_@
Of earthquake & burger
11 years ago
