Tired

Here I am.Sitting in front of my laptop while eating Teddy Grahams hoping to cheer myself up. Usually the first week of class tends to pass by very fast but this time it is quite different for me. I was nervous about taking a hard class for this semester and yet face the problem of getting a "homework" group for that class. Of course, I will still meet some familiar faces in my cs classes but as usual, I still don't know their names and find it difficult to find a coursemate whom I can count on. I feel so tired of searching for friends. I don't really mind attending class alone anymore but I am really worry that I can't find help if I have problem in my assignment. There are so many stuffs to do and yet I hate myself for not feeling well. I want to start doing serious work and yet I feel like I don't really have the energy to do so. This is just the second day of class and I start to feel the pressure given by my new job. Maybe the new semester just comes too soon for me.

我想我的冲劲又回来了

记得前几天刚从马来西亚回来时，我几乎失去了斗志，每回一旦想起我亲爱的家人与好友时就不竟泪流满面，甚至连搬新家的那种兴奋感也没有了。但是，现在只要望一望我的新房间就会发现我的冲劲又回来了。我想我开始懂得如何享受一个人生活的乐趣了！昨天，我一个人整个下午躲在房间看戏，感觉闷透了，想了一想便决定去游泳，而我的室友也十分乐意地陪同我到健身房去跑步。其实，我真的十分感谢我这位刚认识不久的室友及不时打电话给我的妈妈和姐姐，因为有了她们的陪伴，我不再感到如此地寂寞了！从前我一直希望能找到一位贴心的男友，或许这是因为我以为爱情能把寂寞赶走，但昨天当我看到一个女生在路上行走时，她与我擦肩而过的那一瞬间，我的脑海里突然出现一个念头：要是我能在这里遇到一个志同道合的好友，那该多好呀！所谓：在家靠父母，出外靠朋友， 与其去追求那虚幻的爱情，还不如珍惜那难得的友谊。

Photo Stickers to celebrate my sis's convocation

My sister's Graduation Dinner @ Purple Mango(Dance Club)

My Lovely Sister's Convocation

难忘的暑假过去了

难忘的暑假过去了，我又得回到那个我又爱又恨的地方。不知不觉我已在这个大学生活了两年，但奇怪的是刚从马来西亚回来的我却对这个我生活了两年的“家”感到陌生。记得当初未回大马的时候，我还带领着姐姐，阿姨及几位好友四处参观这个所谓的家。但，我好像无法找回那个家的感觉了。虽然我已经不是第一次回去怡保了，但这次的暑假了我更加想念我的家人与好友了，或许这是因为我跟他们相处的时间比上一次长吧。我记得坐在飞机上的我有好几次有想要回家的念头。一直以来，我都把对他们的思念压抑着，为的就是不要让自己难过，但我清楚地知道心里面其实多么地想念他们，尤其是我亲爱的姐姐。我真的很害怕一个人在这里生活，更加害怕自己再也找不到那独立的勇气。我想我又患上那无可救药的相思病了。